Friday, June 29

Help!

Hey guys...I've just been reading through some older posts and the subsequent comments, and realizing just how much I've retreated into my own head in the last six months or so...should I be as worried about this as I am currently? Because at this rate, I think therapy is the only thing that's going to help me...

Wow, I can't believe I just wrote that. Then again, there's so much shit going on right now, I don't even know where to begin. And so it stays in my head. Which makes me feel completely isolated. And I know that's not a good thing. I guess we'll see if being in "real" college again changes that. Hell, maybe I'm just more scared of that than I realize. Or maybe I'm not a psychologist and have no idea what I'm talking about. Who knows?

Thursday, June 28

NEWS

I'm pregnant!


That's all I'm going to say at the moment. Hell, it's about all I can say, since I still don't really believe it myself...although the nausea is a pretty constant reminder.


Sorry I've been away for so long. I didn't have Internet access until about two weeks ago, which is about how long I've known. I'll try to fill in the blanks later.